a little note from bali

right now i'm in bali.
nearly flat broke,
and having so many problems that i'm gonna have to deal when i get back to jakarta
jakarta is my reality,
bali is my escape.
but somehow, even though i really appreciate the break, i enjoyed the scenery, the atmosphere, all the new things to discover, i know that i'm gonna have to get back to reality.

and can't say that this trip was uneventful, far from it
i knew that this trip would be a test of many things.
i only wish that after this long, deserved break, i'll have enough energy, motivation, and i don't know what else i need, to really make this vacation worth the sacrifice.

satisfaction is something i hardly ever felt

the thing i expect most of this trip, or maybe not instantly, but in the coming months ahead, is to have something from this trip that resulted in something satisfying.

all really i want, is satisfaction.