cul de sac

I'm enjoying life, but am i really happy.

i feel fine, but is it really okay?

doing all that i can to keep me occupied and ignore the pains

but still i can't stop self-analyzing myself

those mixture of issues keep haunting me

i want to be someone

but i can't seem to do somethings

and this status quo that seemed so comfortable, is enjoyable

but do i really want to stay this way?