Pre Holiday syndrome

Besok adalah hari libur, Kenaikan isa almasih yang bertepatan dengan May Day.
sementara saya tidak bekerja di hari jumat, ga ada shift.
hari sabtunya juga ga bekerja, karena saya sudah bekerja di hari sabtu sejak 2 minggu  yg lalu.
minggu, seperti layaknya manusia pada umumnya dan juga Tuhan, saya beristirahat pada hari ketujuh.
so officially, say akan manghadapi serangkaian hari libur.

dan saya baru menyadari sebuah pola perilaku dan perasaan yang selalu saya alami dan lakukan setiap menjelang libur panjang.

I become anxious.
cemas, takut, ada sedikit kekhawatiran bahwa saya akan... Kesepian dan kurang kerjaan.
perlu saya beritahu dari sekarang bahwa secara umum memang saya kurang suka yang namanya liburan panjang.
biasanya di hari pertama saya masih menghargai karena dapat kesempatan untuk tidur, istirahat, dan bersantai.
pad hari ke 2 saya mulai kurang kerjaan...
apalagi di hari2 selanjutnya... i dread the possibilities.

padahal seharusnya saya bisa merasionalisasi untuk melawan kecemasan ini.
1. baru gajian. jadi saya seharusnya tidak terkurung di rumah sendirian kurang kerjaan. minimal bisa belanja.
2. hari jumat andri minta ditemenin ke UI, ada janji buat nyebar kuisionernya edo, hari sabt uada RUA, ajakan jalan, ajakan nginep, dll.
3. saya baru mendownload beberapa e book, kemarin baru beli 2 buku, dan masih banyak games yg belum saya tamatkan di rumah
4. intinya saya sebenernya ga kurang kerjaan.. kalo dipikir2 malah terlalu sibuk.

but why do i feel this anxiety?
can somebody help me?

Pre Holiday syndrome

Besok adalah hari libur, Kenaikan isa almasih yang bertepatan dengan May Day.
sementara saya tidak bekerja di hari jumat, ga ada shift.
hari sabtunya juga ga bekerja, karena saya sudah bekerja di hari sabtu sejak 2 minggu yg lalu.
minggu, seperti layaknya manusia pada umumnya dan juga Tuhan, saya beristirahat pada hari ketujuh.
so officially, say akan manghadapi serangkaian hari libur.

dan saya baru menyadari sebuah pola perilaku dan perasaan yang selalu saya alami dan lakukan setiap menjelang libur panjang.

I become anxious.
cemas, takut, ada sedikit kekhawatiran bahwa saya akan... Kesepian dan kurang kerjaan.
perlu saya beritahu dari sekarang bahwa secara umum memang saya kurang suka yang namanya liburan panjang.
biasanya di hari pertama saya masih menghargai karena dapat kesempatan untuk tidur, istirahat, dan bersantai.
pad hari ke 2 saya mulai kurang kerjaan...
apalagi di hari2 selanjutnya... i dread the possibilities.

padahal seharusnya saya bisa merasionalisasi untuk melawan kecemasan ini.
1. baru gajian. jadi saya seharusnya tidak terkurung di rumah sendirian kurang kerjaan. minimal bisa belanja.
2. hari jumat andri minta ditemenin ke UI, ada janji buat nyebar kuisionernya edo, hari sabt uada RUA, ajakan jalan, ajakan nginep, dll.
3. saya baru mendownload beberapa e book, kemarin baru beli 2 buku, dan masih banyak games yg belum saya tamatkan di rumah
4. intinya saya sebenernya ga kurang kerjaan.. kalo dipikir2 malah terlalu sibuk.

but why do i feel this anxiety?
can somebody help me?

The Optimist's Creed

I got this from www.thesecret.tv, even if you don't read the book i still think that this is a good thing to know and to practice in life.
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i promise myself:

to be so strong that nothing can distrub my peace of mind.
to talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person i meet.
to make all my friends feel that there is something worthwile in them .
to look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
to think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
to be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as i am about my own.
to forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
to wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature i meet.
to give so much time to improving myself that i have no time to criticize others.
to be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
to think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
to live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as i am true to the best that is in me.

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if you want to reflect, i find that you can know a little about yourself by choosing which lines you think are the hardest to fulfill, and which lines are your favourites

please feel free to share those reflections in the comments.

The Optimist's Creed

I got this from www.thesecret.tv, even if you don't read the book i still think that this is a good thing to know and to practice in life.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i promise myself:

to be so strong that nothing can distrub my peace of mind.
to talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person i meet.
to make all my friends feel that there is something worthwile in them .
to look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
to think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
to be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as i am about my own.
to forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
to wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature i meet.
to give so much time to improving myself that i have no time to criticize others.
to be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
to think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
to live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as i am true to the best that is in me.

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if you want to reflect, i find that you can know a little about yourself by choosing which lines you think are the hardest to fulfill, and which lines are your favourites

please feel free to share those reflections in the comments.

KESAL!!!

multiply, youtube, myspace dll diblokir. konon kabarnya oleh pemerintah, dan konon kabarnya lagi menghabiskan dana 18 milyar.

hentikan pemblokiran tak beralasan ini!!!
internet adalah ruang publik!

KESAL!!!

multiply, youtube, myspace dll diblokir. konon kabarnya oleh pemerintah, dan konon kabarnya lagi menghabiskan dana 18 milyar.

hentikan pemblokiran tak beralasan ini!!!
internet adalah ruang publik!

i never though i'd ever say this outloud

but i'll say it anyway...
i miss my family
i miss our weekend gatherings
i even miss my mom's annoying phone calls.

i never though i'd ever say this outloud

but i'll say it anyway...
i miss my family
i miss our weekend gatherings
i even miss my mom's annoying phone calls.